Just a little word to let you know that I’m taking a break. I don’t know when I’ll be back.
I’m taking some time to focus on private writing and conversation. Everything I have written up to this point has been out in the public view and I need some time to commune with God over everything that has happened and is happening in my life.
I can’t publicly deal with all the pain I still struggle with over what my son has been through. I can’t deal with the public eye either feeling sorry for me or telling me to pull up my boot straps. I don’t want either of those reactions… I just want to BE.
I’m broken, there but I’m not falling apart. I find that a lot of times, if I don’t have time to process things in writing before I write them here, that I DO LOOK LIKE I’M FALLING APART. I find this not only sad, but completely the opposite of the uplifting messages that I want to present.
So I’m taking a break. And I’ll come back enlightened by the Grace of God because I’m finally allowing myself that grace… that peace… to just be what and who I am.
Megan A.K.A. “Mom”
Here are 2 pictures of my son and his cousin when they had a fun day over at their Auntie’s house.