Help me be calm. I am so overwhelmed with being a mother who needs to know so much for the sake of her child’s well being. I am overwhelmed with the new knowledge I gain every day and wanting to remember it all so that I may be able to be my son’s advocate. No one loves my son like I do. No one knows the joy and the pain we go through. I am praying for remembrance of certain facts when I need to have them on the tip of my tongue. I am praying for cooperation of all medical staff in regards to upcoming appointments and surgeries.
There is so much, cialis but I know that You saw me strong enough emotionally and physically to deal with this. You knew a parent couldn’t deal with this if she wasn’t willing to cry sometimes and always had to act like everything was perfect and that there was never anything wrong. I know that You saw that I was smart enough to do my own research and to write down important information and scour my son’s medical records for hours on end. You knew that I was wise enough to say the words that needed to be said and to talk to the doctors the way that I do. I know there are times my emotions get in the way, but that’s OK. I know that I can get angry when I get cast off and that is important because someone has to be pushy in taking care of my child, while also taking ahold of self-control so that my words do not fall on deaf ears.God, you know my child is one of the best things that has EVER happened to me. He is my hero. He is the strongest boy I have ever met and I long as he grows to see him do the amazing things that I know You have planned for him. I know that they’ll be amazing and that he is amazing because you wouldn’t give a trial like this to just ANY child. You wouldn’t allow him to face something that he could not overcome. You even said in Your Word in Romans 5:3-5
3And not only so, but we glory in tribulations also: knowing that tribulation worketh patience;
4And patience, experience; and experience, hope:
5And hope maketh not ashamed; because the love of God is shed abroad in our hearts by the Holy Ghost which is given unto us.
You will use this to show us hope. You will use this so that we may trust you more fully. We hate the pain, but we thank You for believing that we are strong enough to continue standing through this ongoing trial.
Psalm 34:19- Many are the afflictions of the righteous: but the LORD delivereth him out of them all.