I have come to the realization that part of the reason that I have not written was that the only thing I’ve got going on right now is my son’s surgery. I have been trying to avoid it as much as possible because I have not wanted to cry. So, cialis instead of crying, I have been taking my hurt feelings and converting them to frustration. In turn I have been taking my frustration out on my loving husband. But I can’t say he does not deserve it either. 😛

He has also been avoiding the topic… and when he isn’t avoiding it, he is trying to make fun and games of it or of other things. He’s been having a blast saying things that (if I am correct) he KNOWS will get on my nerves. I believe this is a fun distraction for him. So when he says something annoying, while I am already annoyed… well let’s just say I get even more frustrated.

He has also been trying to poke fun at the surgery or other things, as the bank-tellers witnessed earlier today. The following is my husband’s summary of how it went down:

Bank: Would you like to donate to the Special Olympics?

Me: I already donated to my kids surgery this Friday.

Bank: *awkward silence.*

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So now that you know why I’ve been avoiding this let me tell you what goodness has happened since I last wrote.

Neylan had his appt with Dr. Silverstein. He is now 28 1/2 inches long… his weight is still low, but he eats a lot! 3%… I asked if I should be concerned. NO. He is happy, he is eating, and he is still gaining weight at a consistent rate.

My mother’s day sandals came in!

Kalah and I went to Trader Joe’s and Whole Foods.

I have awesome food marinading as we speak.

I promise that I’ll write more soon. We seriously need to get past this surgery… then I’ll hopefully be in a writing mood.

Megan A.K.A. “Mom”