I spent a lot of last night tossing and turning. Comments were racing through my head at about 60 words per minute as I was trying to fall asleep. No, no rx I didn’t sleep well. I actually didn’t get anywhere near sleep until somewhere around 4 AM.

During my tossing I was hearing the words of friends. I heard the words of people that thought that I was just plain ridiculous. Then I heard the words of people that seemed to believe I was being selfish, thumb because they could check my site, physician if they wanted, but stated that it wasn’t the two way street that Facebook was. I also heard words of encouragement, because some believed that what I was doing would be good, not only for me, but for my family.

I am still feeling torn. I can completely understand where everyone is coming from. I did a lot of thinking before I decided to make this move and I still don’t know if it was the proper one. I miss having a way to chat with all of my family members and best friends in one place and trying to get all of my contacts onto Pidgin has been a bit harder than I thought. I also miss just taking a look to see how friends and family are doing… especially when I am praying for their needs. Can’t pray for what you don’t know, right?

I don’t know… It could be any of those three and only time will tell.

Hoping it was a SMART move,

Megan A.K.A. “Mom”